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Missing my love [Nov. 23rd, 2006|10:45 pm]
[Current Location |My Room]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |XM Radio - Channel 68]




Went to say good-bye to my husband not too long ago. Its gonna be a whole 7 months before I see him! I think, I know that we'll be fine. I sure hope that time goes by fast. We have been through so much that I am sure that we can get through this. We have MANY ways of communicating, so we'll so how well that goes.

We had such a great weekend, for the most part. Whenever we have something special going on, we can't help but to argue at least once. haha. Other than that part, we had a nice time. We stayed in the hotel for most of the time anyways. hehe. Audrey is crawling so he had a nice time watching her do her thing. The next time that he sees her, she will be walking and talking, yikes! Hopefully she'll remember him a little more that this time. She had no clue who he was, he was a stranger to her. She got fine with as soon as we were leaving. 

We drove out there and the drive took us 12 hours. Yes, 12 hours. 2 babies and 2 mommies who had no clue exactly where they were going. It was nice though. I made a new friend, so that was cool. We had gone to high school together but didn't know each other. We were totally different in high school. In fact though we are totally the same, except for the usual differences... Music. Religion. Political. Not sure if I would do that drive again.. Okay, yes I would NEVER do that drive again. I am gonna fly the next time I have to go farther than 5 hours. 


Today, Thanksgiving was just not the same. It is so different with Raymond not being here. I am not even going to think about how Christmas is gonna be without him. We usually don't do a whole lot for Thanksgiving, the usual family lunch/dinner. The key word is FAMILY though, so without Raymond its just not family. 

I am so grateful for my family, who are letting me stay with them for a few months. I am thankful for my husband, he keeps a roof over our head, clothes on our back, food in our stomach, plus so much more. He is also out there defending this country. I am thankful for my daughter, she is one of the best things that have come into my life. 






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New Mommy!! [Mar. 19th, 2006|12:56 pm]
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Coming soon... [Feb. 9th, 2006|05:20 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |nothing...]

 

This is the only baby picture that we have!! It's from 11 weeks. I am 34 weeks now and no other ultra sound has been given. We have STILL have no clue if the baby is a girl or boy. Raymond wants to know so bad. He still thinks that we are having a girl! hehe.

 

 

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Getting Ready [Jan. 26th, 2006|10:48 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |TV - Food Network: Elvis Cakeoff]

I am so ready for this baby to come out. Almost there, though the time is going by slow. Raymond is going to be in his last four weeks of training. I am so excited for him to come home. He will only be around for a while though. Just to get last minute things packed up and ready to go to his active duty base. He will be going to AZ at the begining of March.

 I am due St. Patrick's Day, so I hope that he'll be here to see the baby be born. He is only about 5 hours away from the hospital. We still don't know if we are going to have a boy or girl. We are just waiting until I can be put on his insurance and they'll give us another ultra sound.  He wants to know so badly too. Everyone wants to know! If we have to wait we'll be fine with that too (as if we have anyother choice. hehe).

We have gotten quite a few things for our new place. We have so many kitchen things, just nothing to eat off of! hehe. I guess we forgot about that part. He keeps telling me that we bought a plate set thing, but I just can't find it! hehe. I will have to look soon, hehe.

Good Night!

                                                         

 

                       

 

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Feelings [Jan. 14th, 2006|05:19 pm]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Football Game]



I am getting ready for this baby to come out. Not too much longer,just looking forward to March. I am ready for Raymond to come home too. It's so wierd without him here. He was here for only 10 days but, it was so nice for him to just be here. The last time I saw him was four days. I am so glad that we got married while he was here. It was nice. Later on we want to have a bigger wedding in the church. Maybe in a couple of years, that way all our family can be there. I'll have the chance to lose weight to have a really pretty dress. I have a wedding dress right now, I wore one for our small wedding. Maybe I can just have it taken in. I don't need to worry about that right now. hehe.

Moving and getting everything ready here is what is on my mind lately. We have so much stuff to move. Bed, big screen, tv, kitchen stuff, living room stuff, baby things, and everything else. Not sure how much the air force will pay for, I should call. hehe.

I go to the doctor on Wedensday for a regular checkup. The doctor told me last time that I am not gaining enough weight. It's not affecting the baby or anything. The baby is growing good and the heart rate is good too. I hope to get an ultra sound this time. For the past six months or so, we have been wanting one. They have just been giving us the run around. At 20 weeks I didn't even get one. Hopefully this time we won't leave until I get one. I just want to make sure the baby is doing well. I also want to know the sex of the baby. Mostly know about the health.

I am going to work on a few things right now. Clean up my room and orgainize everything...
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Update [Dec. 7th, 2005|11:18 pm]
[mood |sleepysleepy]
[music |Watching Friends.]

Things have been going good. I am so excited that raymond is coming home from Texas soon. I have planning last minute wedding things. Two more weeks until we are married, i am getting very excited and a little nervous. I picked out a wedding gown like last week! heehee. Raymond has no clue that i am going to wear a wedding gown. I told him that i was wearing a cute blue dress. He is going to be so surprised! I can't wait to see the look on his face. We are just having a little at home wedding. Later on though, we are going to have a full blown catholic wedding once we are based somewhere and get settled.

So far we are going to Luke AFB. I am not really liking that too much... He is going to try and get somewhere close, Edwards. I guess we'll just do with what we have.

The baby has been moving a whole lot. It feels so wierd too. I have not gained much weight, only about 10-15 pounds. I am six months, it sounds pretty good to me. Everyone keeps telling me that i am having a girl, but i am not sure what i am 'feeling'. Raymond thinks we are having a girl, so much that he won't think of a boys name. heehee. The name we have picked out is Audrey Rae. That is the cutest name ever!

I will be starting school soon, going in the winter. I am just taking online classes. English and math! It has been horrible not being in school. For about two semester i have not gone. I am so glad to be doing something! During the Spring i am not going to take any classes. Well, maybe one. The baby is going to be around during that time, so i don't want to have everything thrown at me at once ever more than it is. A new house, baby and a marriage.

Stephanie

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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|09:15 pm]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

Wow. Its been a while since i have written in here. Let me update...
I am getting married in December, to Raymond. He is currently in Texas in the Air Force. He is going to be doing security forces. He'll be a policeman. yey! I miss him so much! I just went to see him about two weeks ago during his basic training graduation. We had so much fun together. Going out to downtown San Antonio. I will see him in a few more weeks, well... 6 more. I want to think happy thoughts!! haha.
We are having a baby soon! I am due March 17th. St. Patrick's Day. We'll see how close we can get to that date. heehee. I am five and half months preganat now.
I am not sure what we having yet. Hopefully i'll find out soon, at the end of the month. We are so excited.

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Grr [Jun. 23rd, 2005|01:45 am]
[mood |sleepysleepy]

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I have had a rough week. Work. Work. I am getting married soon also, so that is becoming stressful. In the end everything will be okay...Right??
I sure hope so!
Wow. The time has just flown by. its already almost two o' clock...in the morning!! yikes! I will be back on tomorrow for sure!

Ciao.
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